We officially conquered a raw diet. . . for 20 days. And now that it's over, it's over. I felt awesome, but I was so hungry! I don't feel hungry anymore, but I feel like dirt. If anything I feel like not eating because I feel so bloated when I try to go back to eat normally. And for some reason I've decided this matters.
Mostly I feel like I'm supposed to have something to say. I lost 8 lbs. I felt so comfortable in my body. I felt like I was allowed to have my boyfriend be attracted to me again. But why do I need all that? Why can't I allow that now?
I wanted to use this to feel amazing. But I have more realized that I want to feel amazing all the time because I know I can feel amazing, not because I purchased and ate certain food (though, I do know raw food has a higher vibration than cooked food and believe that's better for me).